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There Is A Ghost

by Aaron Fry

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1.
My Rushmore 01:48
You’ll always be my Rushmore, darling. You’ll always be my “everything.” You’ll always be the marks on my page. You’ll always be the songs I sing. You’ll always be my Rushmore, dear. You’ll always be what I hold near. You’ll always be everything to me. You’ll always be what cures my fear. You’ll always be my Rushmore. You’ll always be who I was before. You’ll always be the beating in my chest. You’ll always be the memories I reach for. I’ll never be your Rushmore, will I? I’ll never be your bright blue sky. I’ll never your anything. I’ll only be the words you deny.
2.
When we first met we stayed up all night talking about friends and family and songs that we liked. And I still remember the night that we spent because those stars hung above us like a big blanket. And I can’t forget a thing. I don’t regret anything. Remind me of what was said the first time that we met. And we fell apart before we could admit that like those stars that night we had eventually faded. And I won’t look back with anything at all. And I’m sure you’ll do the same. We stayed friends, but we won’t call. And I can’t forget a thing. I don’t regret anything. Remind me of what was said the first time we met.
3.
Please be my Sunday morning. Please be my Sunday’s best. Please be my beating heart as it explodes it my chest. I’ll be your silent hours if you’ll be the songs I sing. I’ll be whatever you want. Please be my anything Now, now, now… Please fill my empty time with the breathing of my name. If you let me hold your heart I swear I’ll do the same Now, now, now… I’ll be your favorite sound if you’ll keep waiting. Please be a piece of me. Please be my anything Now, now, now…
4.
May Snow 02:16
We are like snow in May: a phenomenon that I cannot explain. You swear this is right. But I cannot agree. We deserve better scenery. Something of a richer light. You swear the warmth will come soon. I don’t know if I believe you. You swear the snow will melt away and I’ll miss the ice and wish I had stayed. We are like snow in May: a phenomenon that I cannot explain, but I don’t think that I want to. We are hills reflecting white by the day’s brighter light, and in the dark we shine blue. You swear the warmth will come soon. I swear I believe you. I know the snow will melt away, And I’ll miss the ice and wish that I could stay. We are like snow in May: a phenomenon that I cannot explain. I swear you were right.
5.
Balanced 02:02
If your heart still breaks at the sight of the world, don’t feel bad. You’re only human. If your eyes still fill up because of it all, I don’t mind. So do mine. And I want to know what you still remember from when we were only kids, when the world was still an okay place to be. I hope you don’t forget it. If your heart still aches when you look at me, it’s okay. I feel the same way. ‘Cause we were only kids who didn’t have a clue, and that’s all right. We’re both fine. And I want to know what you still remember from when we were only kids, when the world was still an okay place to be. I hope you don’t forget it. And I want to know what you still remember from when we were only kids, when the world was still an okay place to be. I hope you don’t forget it. (‘cause we couldn’t know how this would know. I hope you don’t forget it.)
6.
House Key 02:10
Today my house key broke apart. I guess you can call it a metaphor for the fragility of life which I cannot escape or describe. And there is so much left to say about all that has gone away. I wish you could be here again. Yeah, I wish I could’ve touched your hand. It got stuck in the lock and I got transfixed by that clock that screamed that time was running short. All I needed was a last resort. And there’s no such thing as forgiveness when we all live like this. I guess I’ll reach for you ‘cause I do not know what else I can do. And there is so much left to say about all that has gone away. I wish you could be here again. Yeah, I wish I could’ve touched your hand. Today my house key broke apart.
7.
Bloody Walls 03:30
If there are monsters in this house, how can you expect me to close my eyes and simply forget. If there is blood on these walls, how can you sleep at night knowing what you have done? What gives you the right? Take this melody that I could never sing. Take pieces of the things that I could never be. Hold together all these shattered hearts and do your best to forget every fucking part. If there is something to be said for all of your bullshit, Then say it out loud and don’t pretend to forget. And if the walls you bury yourself in don’t make you feel anything, Maybe the blood wasn’t meant to be cleaned. Take this melody that I could never sing. Take pieces of the things that I could never be. Hold together all these shattered hearts and do your best to forget every fucking part.
8.
I am scared to death of crashing. I am scared to death of dogs. I am scared of dying in this place. I’ve been scared all along. I am uncomfortable with the decisions I have made. I am terrified of myself. Yeah, some things never change. I don’t know if anything makes sense, but I will hold on to all of this. I am not proud to admit I’ve fallen from my own grace. In the middle of this story I will remember everything. The floors in this house, they don’t hold me anymore. The wood has given in from everything it has absorbed I don’t know if anything makes sense, but I will hold on to all of this. I don’t mind if this stays with me, ‘cause I can hold on to everything.
9.
Doubts 02:50
I feel the burn of your handprint reaching across my skin I feel the weight of your breath as it pulls me in. I know that there is something to those sheets in which you hide. I don’t know what it is yet, but I have faith that I will find What I am looking for. What you need. But I don’t know if these things will ever agree. You don’t remember my name, And I guess that that makes sense. You speak in forked tongues of a shattered innocence. Now I have my doubts that you even exist. I don’t really breathe all that much. Blood hardly pumps through my wrists. (but I what I am looking for. What you need. But I don’t know if these things will ever agree. will find)
10.
I hear voices in this house... I hear echoes of your heart… I see ghosts on these walls… I don’t know where to start… I remember you said these things tend to work out. I just can’t find the proof; You bleed out of my mouth. I will call you a phantom. You’re floating through these walls. You can’t check messages or answer fucking calls. I still fall to pieces at the drop of your name. I can’t pick myself up. Nothing feels the same. No, nothing feels the same. I hear voices in this house... I hear echoes of your heart… I see ghosts on these walls… I don’t know where to start…
11.
Problems 02:02
I don’t want you to forget that songs don’t start, no, they just end. That way we can reach some conclusions that otherwise we never could have found solutions to these Problems. To these problems. And I want you to believe that these songs really mean everything to me because they are a part of who I am. It’s okay, I will do what I can to solve these Problems. These problems I know that someday I’ll fail to breath. I’ll go to bed some night and I’ll just stay asleep. And I hope that someone will remember me, and I hope that these words can mean anything. And don’t feel like you’re ever all alone. If you need somebody there, I swear I will follow into every darkest place. And I swear I will help you face These problems. Your problems.

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I started this project this past November and intended to have it done by December. For various reasons throughout the recording process, though, things were delayed a great deal. I sincerely hope that all of the extra time and energy put into this comes through somehow. If you listen to any of this, I sincerely thank you; it means a lot. I hope it's something you enjoy hearing and I hope you have a wonderful day/night.

PS, I'd like to take a moment to dedicate this work to the memories of my mom and my grandpa. I love you both very much. Thank you for everything.

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released January 27, 2014

For better or for worse, I made every sound/noise on this album.

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